my mobilephone is broken,my camera not working and nooo money to go buy new ones..
but its ok i still have my iphone i can use(eventhough i wanted to sell it^^;) and maybe i can have my camera repaired for cheap..haha..

how is everyone doing?

♪lately my life is becoming more and more busy.but in a positive way.
i got into more university classes than i expected,which i`m really happy about..I`m still having too few classes though.but i`m positive thatnext semester i can finally do(almost) all of the classes i </strike>want</strike>needXD

♪I`m doing kinda well in my new baito.i`m only working saturday or sometimes tuesdays so i don`t need to worry about managing university+work+dog..
work is very interesting,you get to know lot of interesting people and you learn a lot about how using a camera properly..
i get up to 70-90 euro a working day,so really good payment!!to bad i`m not allowed to earn more than 350 euro a month:(


♪i`m missing japan so much these days,i want to go back as soon as possible,but honestly i can`t do much planning before middle of next year,neither do i want to do now.
just as much, next time i come to japan won`t just be for holidays ,but for an exchange year,either i get the scholarship from university(which is less likelyXD)or i`m doing language school.since putting my plan into reality will costs me lots of money and effort i need to be a good girl and concentrate on university and work for the next following months.
actually i was planning to go back to japan in february to meet friends but i figured out it would be a waste of money,i don`t even have.
i think its time for me to grow up a little and decide what`s really important to me.
doing an exchange year has been a dream of mine for so many years already and if i keep on saving money for vacation,i`ll never be able to realise it.
if everythings turns out i can start my exchange year from next october,or even more likely february 2011.well we`ll see^^！！

@Ella@Lilith and all those who have language school experiences in Japan.which organisations did you use??
♪I`m still waiting for the allimonies my father is owing me.apparently all of the letters he got from the court have been returned unopened.However,the man from the court assured me eventhough it might take some more time and paperwork,i`ll get my money..

♪cookie(my dog) is being all healthy again.he got sick just few days after we got him,so last week was kind of nervewracking but luckily he recovered fully.I love my dog soo much already,i want to cuddle him all the time!!this week my mother`s boyfriend has been sick so i couldn`t visit my dog for a long time but beginning from next week i`ll be able to spend more time with him..^^

ok i`ll go to bed now,kanji are waiting for me!!!XD byee!!

hey guys,it has been quite a while,so how has everone been?
time goes by so quick lately,i can`t believe its middle of november already.

so some things in my life changed..

i got my puppy dog.or better said my mother`s boyfriend did.so lately i`m spending a lot of freetime at my mother`s boyfriend`s place.
he`s a pug and we got him from a breeder in vienna.he`s adorable and i love him so much already.
he loves me too but my mother`s boyfriend a little bit more it seems.I`m jealous XD..the dog is a male that`s why i propably can`t compete with him.

isn`t he cute???^^



ok i need to go.need to get ready for university soon and i`m meeting a friend afterwards...
i`m sooo tired,i couldn`t sleep a lot last night being busy with wiping up dog poop from the floor...yeew...>_

yay,i got the job at Canon.the day after tomorrow will be my first day.i`ll be teached the most important things about canon and how to use the camera and printers..XD

yay!!^^

things are going good lately.
had a job interview yesterday,wage whould be 12 euro a hour,10 hours a day,2 times a week.I`d promote slimming bars @Austrian`s shopping centers..
but i think i`m going to refuse since i only can work on both friday AND saturday and NOT friday or saturday,which makes things difficult for me since i have university on friday....(one freaking hour but well..i can`t skip it>_<)

but i`m having a second job interview on monday,for Canon.^^i hope it works out fine,they called me today to invite me for monday^^
its not the best job in the world,promoting products of canon at Cosmos,Mediamarkt @Co...but its easy and i get payed 10 euro an hour and i can choose between working on both days friday and saturday or just friday and saturday...^^
that`s why i prefere this job.i hope it works out well~


what else...my doctor prescribed me a medicament that causes me feeling like vomiting all the time,also it makes my eyes hurts a little...so i`m exhausted all the time and spending very little time at the internet^^;
i also totally forgot to hand in my homework for Japanisch Alltagssituationen...>_<


in my last entry said i`m adopting a puppy dog.
to be more exact the dog won`t live with me,at least not for the start since i have a cat with a reaally difficult personality,so it wouldn`t work out.gotta test that..
since the dog won`t stay with me,he`ll stay with my more or less stepfather,living only 1 minute away from where i live...so that basically makes him the owner but i will take over a lot of care for the dog.my soon to be stepfather has been wanting to have a dog for quite some time and since i wanted to have one too for a long time aswell he said i could choose which one i want...so first i was like..a chihuahua would be nice but having watched so many videos of pugs i`m 100%sure i want one...seriously right now i`m the opinion there isn`t any cuter dog outside than a pugs.....;________;i always thought they are kinda cute but that was it..but now.....i`M OBSESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;__;
I hope everything works out fine and i can have him..
its a pitty he can`t live with me from the start, but its the best for me and the dog >_<
however i hope i can have him at my place soon...someday..;_;

.....
1.i`m earning some money.x3
it not that much because my monthly limit i`m allowed to earn 320 euro only,but at least its something x3.i need to be a good girl and save it.
2.its still undecided but as it looks right now i`m owner of a small abandoned puppy by the end of this week x3..but well will talk more about it later since i still don`t know if i can have him or not.
3.i just booked my flight to paris.my friend is currently doing an exchange year there that`s why i`m planning to visit her.flight was only 50 euro and i don`t need to pay for anything other than train+food since i`ll be staying with my friend.
yay.i`ve been wanting to go back to paris for such a long time already.
4.so said friend is currently back in vienna till end of next week x3333


i`m really happy at the moment^^

damn..i`m soo in need of a job right now..

my studienbeihilfe was cut down to the half.turns out my father lied to me about his financial situation.
and still no allimonies for me....



i really need a job.fuck.

happy x33333333

its exactly a week since i`ve arrived.
i think i can never get tired of hanging out with sarah in shibuya.
to all those going to japan soon and thinkintg about renting a room at toritsu daigaku kakinokizaka ..DON´T!!!
I´m moving tomorrow because my apartment looks really small old and dirty and and TOILETS are fucking disgusting...haven`t been cleaned since the building got built it seems.
used tanpons are lying in dustbin for over a week visible for all other tenants,really ugly unhygenic smell on every floor.

so tomorrow i`m moving to sangenjaya D guesthouse in Sangenjaya.XD its in setagaya ku so pretty good area.I´ve already visited the guesthouse i`m staying because my friends sarah and tuffy are staying there too. damn its beautiful..really clean,a lot of space,good area so quite perfect^^remembers me a lot at nishi nippori guesthouse i stayed once.
and best of it:THERES A MR DONUT NEARBY.
will move there tomorrow afternoon

uww.. just got an sms from sarah about going ATOM tonight..uww my body yet again is soo fucked up already..except one single day I`ve spent all nights out side dancing at club>_<
uww...what am i going to do?I`d rather prefer doing something relaxin` like chillin` at izakaya or karaoke.

i spent so much money on food and drinks and stuff already..haven`t really been shopping yet although i bought one or the other clothing.


i`m so excited for tuesday.i`ve waited for this day for the last 5 months!more about that later!!!

so I`ll be going to japan tomorrow morning and will be back on september 30.
I`m already scared of the flight...my luggage is so heavy and i need to make a stop at london airport.this time i`m going all alone,but i don`t really mind that since i have been traveling alone in the past aswell,its just i really hope i can sleep on the plane and i arrive in japan at time otherwise i will be too late to pick up my apartmentkey..uww..

i know it sounds silly but i got a medical certificate of fitness to travel just in case i get suspected of swineflu @london airport(you know,my cough..XD)

anyway,in case anyone is there right now and feels like hanging out- write me!^^

i`ll try to update my lj from time to time!

uww...i hope i won`t get sick...>_

thanks everyone who posted a comment to my last entry!!!..
i`m happy because i thought there won`t be any extensions with the same blonde haircolour..i was told they might only have a blonde that looks too chemical ^^;
i did some research and since those exte are braided into the hair and not glued on to it it must be much healthier for the hair,doesn`t it?
anyway i`m excited
thanks@milktea for the recommentation.the hairdresser looks really stylish and has decent prices^^

whatelse...did my last shopping today..now i finally run out of money*had to change back japanese yen into euro last week*
i bought my beloved clinique makeup


uhm whatelse.....i lost two kgs the last couple days,so i`m now down to 44 kg...

i`m really happy about that because usually my weight is 45/46kg... i didn`t do anything to make my weight go down...but I`ven`t been eating much lately..just 1x a day i dunno i`m just not feeling that hungry lately.

Only 5 days till my travel i`m so happy!

i`ve been to club here in vienna last night,it was ok,my friend and i missed the last train so we couldn`t get to the place we actually planned to go but it was fun nevertheless
after club short stop at mcdonalds..where i bumped into the chinese guys i got to know some time agoXDdidn`t talk to them though...*lazy*


despite of not having drunk a lot i a little bit wasted this morning...i`m just not used to alcohol anymore.o.o

this weeks gonna be fun:
3 x doctor(because of the cough i`m still carring with me)
1xgo having drawn a blood sample (?)
go pick up new passport
go pick up tickets at JAL
go pick up document @uni
buy new make up
buy good bye present for my friend going to paris for 1 year
finish proseminararbeit for university

i can`t wait for tokyo<3
sarah wants to go club as soon as we arrived...uww i hope i won`t be too tired then^^
i`m so happy and can`t wait..
by the way does any of you guys know if japanese hairdressers have extensions the same colour as my hair?i`ve never had extensions before so i don`t know..>_<

its summerholidays..means no university till first of octobre...
i have to write essays and interview transcriptions though.will propably do everthying that has to be done this month.

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http://ameblo.jp/vanillaspice/
there`s isn`t much up on this blog yet but i try to post more often...(looool yeah i don`t even manage to write into my livejournal )

lately i want to go clothshopping so badly...i haven`t really been shopping for months
ok i`ve been shopping once or twice but i never spent a lot of money because fearing the money wouldn`t reach for summer..so when you have to controll yourself all the time you eventually have enough....
and i think i reached that point now..
now it has finally turned summer and japan is only a breath away and i can`t help but wanting to spend a shit load of money at shibuya 109 right now.....argh....
i want cecil mcbee,liz lisa ,lds and co...
i hope i can buy a lot of stuff this summer..buhuuu ;__;

talking about money that reminds me i haven`t let you know how things have went with allimony..
well..he hasn`t paid this month aswell (hab herausgefunden der arsch geht anfang jedes monats zur bank und hebt all sein geld ab damit ja keine allimente auf das konto meiner mutter überwiesen werden können...ARSCH!!)but wrote me an sms telling me"i don`t want to pay for you anymore"..since i`ve been trying to contact him for a few weeks already but failed i will go to the court tomorrow and look if they can help me with this issue..i`m feeling kinda bad for doing that but i just don`t see any other option..

well...i got the apartment!!!i`m so happy!!
bye bye stinky guesthouses hello apartment life..
i`m so excited i`ll have my own television..haha i`m gonna use it a lot though..

i went shopping (again)2 days ago and bought follow stuff:



i totally love it..i`ve always been searching for a top like that


i`m especially happy about the ballerinas because these are the first ones that actually fit me...my feets are very small so even if I`m trying on ballerinas in size 36 they are a little bit too big for my feets..-_-
at least with ballerinas its like that..so i`m really really happy i found this pair^^it was only 20 euro so yay for tally weijl!

talking about new purchases i got a white dior eyeshadow frm kathi^^


what irony i smashed my dior travelmakeup box the same day i got my friends present..

i also got this cute necklace from my big love sarah^^


i really adore the necklace sadly it seems like i`m allergic to it ;__;however i`ll find another way to wear it with me around^^

whatelse..i started watching gossip girls...right now i`m finished with episode 12 and its pure love!!!who else thinks chuck bass might be one of the hottest guys on earth and thinks blair looks a little bit like rory from gilmore girls?gosh i`ve last been so excited about a american tv drama when i first watched O.C California two years ago



btw i`m quite in shock..i checked keitas mixi and found out he seems to have bumped into one girl from university at okinawa...haha world is soo small i can`t believe it...lol


btw my father still didn`t contact me..as it seems like now if he keeps avoiding to get back to me i need to go to court..but maybe i doesn`t need to..

uww...i couldn`t sleep a lot tonight....yesterday it was the same...so was the day before...
since some time i`m having some heartproblems that keep me from sleeping..as soon as i go to bed my heart beats like dudumdudumdudumdudumdudum!!!!!!!!whole night long because as stupid as i am i soon start getting worried and can` calm myself down..this has been going on for some months already but not so often...lately its like 3-4 times a week?>_<
i`m not sure where this rapid heartbeat comes from all the time...its not like i`m drinking loads of coffee everyday or stuff a lot o food in my mouth before i go to bed...its not even that i`m worrying all the time...
it might be from the cough who still hasn`t disappeared...when did it all started ?beginning of december?i`ve been to so money doctors already and noone could tell me what it is..?my last doctor was like"uhm,sorry i can`t find any reason for your cough ...well..you won`t die of it so just try to live with it"....WTF..stupid doctor...

i really want these heartproblems to be gone...its so annoying and also scary...>_<

anyway i need to get myself ready for university...need to go the library to search some material for my essay before too..

tired x__x

i went shoe shopping a couple of days ago and i ended up with these lovelies...both shoes were really cheap and cute i just had to buy them^^





felt good to spend a shopping day with friends...lately we just sit at coffeshops talking for hours..haha i really don`t want to know how much money I`m spending on starbucks or coffeday each month...
i really need to save money so no shopping until i`ve raised enough money for this apartment



i`m sending deposit for the apartment on tuesday..i hope everything works out well...this time will be my first time staying at an apartment.the last six time i always rented a room at a guesthouse^^;having stayed at yoyogi uehara guesthouse this february showed me that i definitely need a break from dirty,unhygenic accomodations.>_<
is it really so hard to take out the garbage or wash your fucking dishes or throw away used tissues from the table??>_< OR MOST IMPORTANTLY:throw away your pubic hair when shaving in the shower????
eww...i`m glad i`m going to have my own shower...only bad thing is toilet is shared ...which actually makes the accomodation rather a semi-apartment then an apartment??
rent is 80.000yen a month...expensive but considering the usual price of apartments its actually pretty cheap.

on to another topic:
i turned 23 two weeks ago.i`m feeling so old now so i should be glad people at work guess me around 16-18...XD>_>;
i got some money from my mother and my grandmother...as bright as i am i used most of it up already for my new haircut i had one week later:


wanting some change i this time went for lightblonde highlights (after seeing pictures of mary kate olsen and nicole ricci)and fringes/pony(?) ...i think the last time i had a pony was when i was still in kindergarten....i kinda like my change....the hairdresser(which by the way looked like a double of topmodel lena gerke(?)) first tried to talk me out of it but at the end said she`s glad i insisted on the pony nevertheless
i need to get a proper hairstraightener...the one i have totally sucks....>_<


LOL

 

(sorry to those i`ve been already annoying with this pictures on mixi..lol)

today`s exam was a big fail
need to repeat it next month...>_<
damn you prof for making the test extra hard this time...>_<
at least i`m not alone with repeating..:/

lately i`ve been hardly spending money...just buying some food ..that`s it
i already wrote about wanting to add another 1/2 weeks to my japan travel but rebooking flight is kinda expensive (150euro) also i have to raise money to survive these 2 additional weeks ...ahh i need more money...>_<
anyone wanna buy some gyaru stuff off from me?I`m currently selling some clothes @garagesales community,its not much but i`m thinking about adding more stuff eventually...

talking about moneyissues.....
i met up with my grandmother this afternoon,after the usual visit at a coffeeshop we did some windowshopping in the first district...
we entered Lvstore and ofcourse i couldn`t resist to take a closer look at some LV bags....uww..i`ve been craving for one for a couple of years already but i somehow goes against my morals to use my own money for buying an expensive LV.(LOL)because i think i could use the money for my travels instead....>_<unfortunately my grandmother has her morals too:do not spoil your grandchild with designerbrands..."(i just want to mention she wears burberry and stuff herself too..haha)so...chance i`m getting a beloved LV in near future is kinda ...low...(I need a rich boyfriend ;__;) mean i already have two LVs but i`m not really sure they are real..actually..lol

so sad..considering my birthday is drawing closer...well can`t be helped...;__;

btw.the LV keychains are sooo adorable...aww
this is the only one i could find displayed at the store.the other ones are much cuter!!


apart from spending less money lately i`ve also been a good girl concerning health..i`ve been eating less cakes,chocolate and all sweet stuff...andever since wheather got kinda warm i`ve been avoiding public transport...instead i`ve been trying to walk to university and all important places....so lately i`m spending between 1-1/2~2hours walking everday^^wheater is just too awesome to use stinky trains,..also its a good method to burn fat & reduce hips(which ,ok i confess, is the main reason why i`m doing this...i just the body i had last year back >_<)

i`m lacking motivation and time to update ;____;

1.i`ve been to disneyland with my friend few days ago..weather was awesome,there were loots of people because natty and i had the idea to go there on sunday!yet it was so much eventhough we had to line up for the biggest attractions for ~60 minutes each...i enjoyed disneyland so much eventhough my friend and i had big problems to find restaurants serving vegetarian dishes and our feet hurt so much we by the end of the day thought we`d have to chop our feets off...unexpectedly i didn`t spend so much money there..except for entrance fee i only bought something to drink and a small golden necklace for 1500yen(I found out i`m being allergic against it!!!fuck)



i had so much fun..my friend and i were planning to go visit disneysea around the middle of the month too but today we calculated our money and i found out its hardly possible??

i need to take care of the money considering sarah her friend and i are planning to go to nikko for onsen together^^;better said we kinda reservated already??
already soo much money has been used up for food,esential stuff like tothpaste,deodorant,tights,..and ofcourse...shopping
i went shopping at liz lisa +cecil mcbee a couple of times...stuff looked so cute and really cheap so bought some of their stuff^^;
i also bought cheap but beautiful +comfy black boots for 2000 yen only!!
aww...i`m so weak when it comes to clothes and stuff ;__;

2.on monday i went to gackt concert at Tokyo international forum ....it was a lot of fun and finally i realised my dream having seen him live on stage AND MEET HIM IN PERSON...yeah i`m not joking i was luckily enough to meet him before the live and take a picture with him together

ok i was joking its ofcourse not him in person but a very good cosplayer of him (seems like he also has had couple of operations in his face like gackt)

...unfortunately i had a kinda bad ticket so i only could watch gackt from far(i could hardly ´see his face)gckt has an amazing performance on stage..i was shocked about the power he has on stage..o.oif i had te chance i`d definitely go watch him again!

3.yesterday i picked up sarah from shinjuku station coming directly from the airport..after having carried her stuff to her appartment and taking a short break we headed to shibuya where we had dinner at dennis..despite of being totally tired we both ended up @ATOM after 12 o clock...we actually hadn`t planned going to club that night but eventhough it was les visited than usually i`m glad we went!!how i`ve missed these nights~~


4.tomorrow sarah and i will go on a date @harajuku and tonight we`ll go karaoke with gyaru shota and his friends i`m looking forward to it because so far i`ve only spent time with my foreign friends but haven`t meet with any of my japanese yet^^;
however that propably will change the next couple of days..at least i hope XD

5.on tuesday i`m going on a "date" with some guy from mixi...we`ve been writing mails each a cople of times already and he suggested we should meet up..since i don`t have any plans for this day I might be going but i`m veery sceptical about this guyXD as far as i can tell from e-mails he seems kinda nice but i bet he`s gonna be all like "after dinner lets go love hotel^0^/"we`re meeting up @ueno so i`m even more sceptical about everything XD


its 3:30 am again....i need to sleep =___= why is my daily rythm always so fucked up in japan???

i want to sleep X______x its half past 11 in the morning.eventhough i just got up 2 hours ago but i`m already feeling tired because i woke up so many times tonight.

i was planning a videoday together with a friend,watching desperates housewifes while stuffing unhealthy stuff(burgers,sweets&co)into our mouth..
however my friend canceld on me in last minute so right now i`m sitting being all like "what the hell should i do today??;___;"i already tried to call some other friends of mine but they all already have plans..buhuhuu ;__;

anyway i had my perm done yesterday and after 4 hours of fearing for my poor hair i`m kinda satisfied with the outcome eventhough its a little bit different from what i expected^^
i`m soo happy i`ve been craving for curls for so many years already..ever since my mother first permed her hair and now finally~ x3
don`t get me wrong i loved my straight hair but i needed some change after so many years>_<
having a perm done is soo expensive..i`m glad i brought my voucher(-30%)






with natty and nuriye x3..

.at our favourite coffeshop~

1.i`ve decited on getting myself a perm tomorrow ..wish me luck and hope that i don`t need to hide crying in my closet for the next 3-6 months...^^;
(i know i said my hips got bigger but they aren`t that big as you might have the impression from watching the picture..its my coat who makes them look much bigger than they really are..really^^;;;)
will post pictures of my new hairstyle tomorrow(if i actually have the perm done ofcourse)..


2.went to starbucks yesterday and today ...AND OMG i totally forgot winterseason is season of Toffenut latte &Co mhhhhhmm...and my addiction for chai tea latte is back *.*

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3.while walking home i dicovered swarovski has created a disney-bambi collection
I`m sooo in love with it~~I want them all ;___;
http://www.swarovski.com/Web_ES/de/943951/product/Bambi.html


so beautiful...<33


( no winter without the right boots x33 )
btw.i finally(Lolz) finished breaking dawn and it was so dissapointing :/